4 days left !

well.. actually really only 3 because I have to be at the airport at like 3 am on Friday.

My head is spinning.  Every time I mark a few things off the list new things pop up.

There are also so many things I have to do when I get to the island.  I need to start writing some things down.

I think one of the main things to realize about going international, especially to a school that has so many people is  you have to be responsible and independent.

Starting any major program and moving is a lot of work.  But you throw on top of that international visas, travel arrangement, planning orientation and registration a 2000 miles a way.  Its a lot of WORK.  And no one does it for you, they help as much as they can and send emails.  But you have to make sure it gets done.

I personally do not have a problem with the work, but I am super paranoid about missing something or something going wrong. 

I read all these stories of bags not getting there for 3 weeks, the lack of this product or that product, and all these things you should be bringing with you...  ::internal scream::

Anywho.
  this week will be filled with "closing the loop"
    - getting J completly packed and moved ( about 74% done)
    - purging "stuff" and packing the rest for me (20% done)
    - Getting all J's administrative & health done. ( 84% done)
          -- dentist appt on Wed & getting school physical notarized as soon as the call me to pick it up)
    - My medical stuff ( 90% done)
          -- got my years worth of Rx script done, dentist appt today)
    - shopping (80 % done)  
          -- still need to get J a few incidentals and some random things for me if my suitcase allows.
    - Good byes, 
         -- I have like 5 lunches/breakfast/dinners  planed with friends to say good bye.
    - mental preparedness.  
        -- I think I need to print off of checklist of all the things I need to have to get into the country     and all the task I need to complete on the island prior to registration ( a lot)

Everyone keeps asking me "Are you excited"   I should just say "yes" and leave it at that.  But I never can.   I know I should be excited, and maybe I am excited.   But I think I have other dominating feelings like stress, fear, and guilt that are tugging at me.

I know this is a great opportunity.  And I am pretty sure my kid is ok with it.  I know she is going to a good place.  Its just all these decisions that are coming up for her, that I usually help her make and follow through on, I am giving them to someone else.    She is a great kid and has done pretty well with all my/our craziness.  And she wanted to stay.  So I just need to make my peace with it and move forward.

I spent extended periods away from my mom as a kid and it shaped who I am .  There are many mothers who have to spend time away from their kids to serve our country (not that I am comparing my story to theirs)  and their kids do well.

But I digress... 

To sum up my rant.
 -- 4 days left
 - things are moving forward and I am for the most part on tract.
 - looks like Hurricane Danny has been downgraded to a tropical storm and should be passed the island by Thursday 8/27. ( I am leaving the US 8/28)

And so it begins indeed.....