Thoughts...

Here we are and its almost a new year.

My mind is going a bit crazy.

I had my annual review today.  And my manager asked how things were going and if I was applying to anything this year.

I got ready to explain how I was going to just stick with the PA route and I couldn't wrap my head around it.

I still cant shake my need to apply to medical school.

I cant shake the fear that I am going to be unsatisfied with a PA degree.

I started thinking about that dang MCAT again.

How did I end up here again.

As I sit here stressed out over the holiday season and next to nothing finances I just cant get my mind to go in the right direction.

I think PA school is the smart choice
- lower cost
- shorter program
- great job outlook
- decent pay for the amount of training

I just want to scream. 

I can still work on both at this time.  I am just going to have to beat this freaking test.

I need an MCAT study partner.