Thoughts...

Here we are and its almost a new year.

My mind is going a bit crazy.

I had my annual review today.  And my manager asked how things were going and if I was applying to anything this year.

I got ready to explain how I was going to just stick with the PA route and I couldn't wrap my head around it.

I still cant shake my need to apply to medical school.

I cant shake the fear that I am going to be unsatisfied with a PA degree.

I started thinking about that dang MCAT again.

How did I end up here again.

As I sit here stressed out over the holiday season and next to nothing finances I just cant get my mind to go in the right direction.

I think PA school is the smart choice
- lower cost
- shorter program
- great job outlook
- decent pay for the amount of training

I just want to scream. 

I can still work on both at this time.  I am just going to have to beat this freaking test.

I need an MCAT study partner.

Post holiday drags...

So after a long weekend and over indulging on pecan pie, we are back to the grind.

I shadowed two additional PA's the Tuesday before the holidays. I really enjoyed the experience.  I like how much time they get to spend with the patients and both ladies were totally different but equally great. 

I registered for AP I at the community college.    I was going to do Pre-Cal so I can get my Bio degree, but unfortunately could only afford the AP class at this time.  Maybe if there is some space later in the month I can look into it.  

I am not looking forward to heading to Job 2 today. I am so freaking sleeping from getting up early to make it to the gym.  I am already planning on how quick I can get in the bed when I get home tonight. :)

Well that's about it.   Slow progress, but progress non the less.